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  • Index
  • About
  • Essays
  • Profiles
  • The Holocaust Poems
  • The Dark Lady Reflections
  • The Story of Sol
  • Stepping Stones to Freedom
  • Zaundrew and His Brother Simeon
  • The Serpent's Bite
  • Cupid's Fall
  • Heavens Farthest Gate
  • Music From Another Time
  • Future Sight
  • Because One Listened
  • Divine Promiscuity
  • Paranomasia
  • Shame
  • Sun and Moon
  • A Farewell
  • What is this Love
  • Thoughts on Sycophancy
  • The Lighthouse
  • Beauty Beast
  • Birth Day
  • Infinity Mind
  • Man Woman
  • Postulates of a New Physics
  • The Cylinder
  • Joe - A Story of Enlightenment
  • Margie and Michael
  • Father Death
  • Thesis
  • If I Had a Million
  • I am a Sea Dog
  • The Inner Sanction
  • Are You Listening
  • PDQ
  • A Review - May 14 - 2014
  • In the Defense of the Liberal Arts
  • History of Writing - Part One
  • History of Writing - The Puppet Story
  • When the Dream Becomes Your Limit
  • A Breakthrough in Video Music Performance
  • James McCracken Sings Birthday of a King
  • Highfield Diaries
  • The Pursuit of Mastery
  • Metaphysics of Identity
  • Consciousness and Business
  • Stockhuasen in New York
  • The Birth of Infinity
  • Quantum
  • Dr. Thomas Sudhof
  • Anthony and Jeanette Senerchia
  • Dr. Harvey Brem
  • My Friend Sal
  • Threnody
  • Unloved Thoughts
  • Black Snow
  • Ice Angels
  • The Skies of Thunder Moon
  • Index
  • About
  • Essays
    • Are You Listening
    • PDQ
    • A Review - May 14 - 2014
    • In the Defense of the Liberal Arts
    • History of Writing - Part One
    • History of Writing - The Puppet Story
    • When the Dream Becomes Your Limit
    • A Breakthrough in Video Music Performance
    • James McCracken Sings Birthday of a King
    • Highfield Diaries
    • The Pursuit of Mastery
    • Metaphysics of Identity
    • Consciousness and Business
    • Stockhuasen in New York
    • The Birth of Infinity
    • Quantum
  • Profiles
    • Dr. Thomas Sudhof
    • Anthony and Jeanette Senerchia
    • Dr. Harvey Brem
    • My Friend Sal
  • The Holocaust Poems
    • Threnody
    • Unloved Thoughts
    • Black Snow
    • Ice Angels
    • The Skies of Thunder Moon
  • The Dark Lady Reflections
  • The Story of Sol
  • Stepping Stones to Freedom
  • Zaundrew and His Brother Simeon
  • The Serpent's Bite
  • Cupid's Fall
  • Heavens Farthest Gate
  • Music From Another Time
  • Future Sight
  • Because One Listened
  • Divine Promiscuity
  • Paranomasia
  • Shame
  • Sun and Moon
  • A Farewell
  • What is this Love
  • Thoughts on Sycophancy
  • The Lighthouse
  • Beauty Beast
  • Birth Day
  • Infinity Mind
  • Man Woman
  • Postulates of a New Physics
  • The Cylinder
  • Joe - A Story of Enlightenment
  • Margie and Michael
  • Father Death
  • Thesis
  • If I Had a Million
  • I am a Sea Dog
  • The Inner Sanction

Heaven's Farthest Gate

A delicacy of tumbleweeds somersault over chafed desert roads 
A dry wind flickers past rusted cans 
A sun obliterates the emerald sky.

I seek the solace of a single tree 
Each shred of shade but a mirage -- 
Again, and gone again.
Sitting upon a dusty rock,
    skin calked with sand and sweat.  
A tear drops to the ground, 
    a last bit of moisture which I feel I cannot spare.

From that very tear struck spot 
    a small green shoot appears 
And then buds, 
    A tiny floweret, 
        that soon unfurls its azure robes.

Within each petal 
Dew drops flowing into rivers 
My face reflecting upon the watery surface 
A youthful visage belying age and work.

Stepping inside the cool transparency 
    the river running, 
Streaming to a scented pool, 
    from which to sip, to rest, and ultimately...  
        sleep.

Awakening...  
It is the same desert spot, 
The illusion came and gone.  
I am still parched, still spent.  
Dry roads crisscross touching to infinity, 
Looking out at horizon's edge to wonder why. 

But with no choice to choose 
I stand with aching joints 
Stumbling past one more random rock.

A patch of lilies blooming in a dry ravine.  
A few more steps reveal a willow branch 
And beyond its sleepy curve a stream from which to drink. 

The sky softens to turquoise red 
And gentle stars touch the ground 
As sparrows flock to pools of rippling silver lakes 
And rain floats a misty cloud through every blade of grass.

What was the flower that I passed?  
Surely it was a dream, 
    the kind of fancy that comes to men -- 
        when hope has sighed a long last breath.

What if I had stopped?  
What if I had not strode forth another time 
To see what was just beyond that other bend?  
What if I had stood my ground 
    upon the bleak and lonely spot?

But such questions quickly went their way 
    as I picked up my staff 
and walked past this Eden spot
To take yet one more step...
   Beyond Heaven's Farthest Gate.